Everything that is happening between me and u now is like a nightmare that I would not want to experience again in my life....do you know why? Because it hurts me to the core..yes it does...You know I would not be able to take it,yet u did it...i know I should accept it, just like other girls will do...but I just couldn't. Its not that I'm not trying..each time I open my eyes from my sleep,I will try to reach my phone to call you...but something inside me will stop me from doing so...my only question to you is...."How could you?" I trusted you alot...and you knew that.. you taught me everything,to smile,to laugh,to forgive,to accept and to live life happily..but why can't you teach me to forget your mistakes and be normal back to you...
Im just a normal girl who is yearning for care n loyalty...but why do i lose to get it everytime. I know you can't do anything for it now..i understand..i totally understand u...but do u understand me...the situation that you have put me into.....where do i go n get remedy for that....many questions are still unanswerable.....till when I'm going to be clueless,I don't know...but whats for sure..is just that...IM NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME TO YOU ANYMORE....you have lost me..
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