Saturday, 21 February 2015

its different...

Life has changed...nothing seems to be same as before....The only thing that is visible now is the new challenges that I am going through in my life. This new life phase of mine is teaching me the real meaning of life and the hurdles that one has to go through in order to reach the highest peak of  it. Believe me, its tough and I am seriously not enjoying my life even for little.Happiness aside....I am learning and realizing more about the love and affection that my family has on me. Now I am far away from my family and also my beloved boyfriend,yet their love and expectations on me are the ones that keep me moving forward each day. Just like everyone out there I too wished to be happy and to lead a sweet working journey but God decided something else for me...and I am accepting it with a big hand.....I believe that HE has HIS own reasons for it..so i will wait and strive along with the upcoming challenges...I need to face the challenges in order to make my parents proud and also to shut those filthy mouths that badmouthed and looked down upon me. I know I can do it....I am trying my best to be an independent girl who don't bug her parents for anything...I am trying...and I will succeed one day...HAPPINESS is not forever but if you want to make it last long then you have to strive for it...I may not be happy now but trust me I am going to update this blog with a happy entry really soon.....